Doing a little something different today.
Something that has been weighing on my mind for some time now.
Most of you long time readers, or even some of the more recent ones, know that I don't do serious posts too often.*
But I have to write about this today. If anyone can understand the feelings I am going through right now, it will probably be some of the many supportive readers I have out there.
But don't judge me too harshly if you don't agree with my taste in things.
Well, I am not sure how to put this exactly. Guess I'll just spit it right out.
I found out a few months ago that an old flame is coming into town tonight. He is just passing through here, as he does from time to time.
The hubs and I are usually out of town when makes his way to Houston, but this year, the timing was right. There is no way to avoid it happening.
And I cannot help myself. I want to see him. Need to see him. Maybe it is wrong to feel these overwhelming urges, but I can no longer help myself.
I am ok admitting that I am once again falling in love with this old flame. I love who he is, what he does and most certainly what he looks like.
Might sound shallow, but hey, guess that is part of a confession.
To be honest with you, I can't stop thinking about him. And have been obsessing over what I am going to wear when I see him tonight. I want everything to be just perfect.
And you want know the best part about it all? The hubs is ok with all of this.
Seriously, he is.
Maybe even more that just ok.
He is even going with me to see this guy tonight.
He wants to hold my hand and love on me while I get reacquainted with my longtime crush.
Pretty cool right?! (and don't go there, no swingery...yes, a word)
But, we are not dumb.
We realize what we are both doing. We know that we will both be overwhelmed with excitement tonight, only to once again be disappointed that he is gone tomorrow morning.
And we realize that this could cost a lot for us...
...After all, we did buy floor tickets!!!!!
|Hello there, lover!|
Dear Bon Jovi, I cannot wait to see you once again tonight. When you look out at the crowd, I know you are looking and singing to me. I just know it!
And when the crowd gets quieter and you hear someone yell "I love you Jon!", don't worry, that is just my husband with one too many beers in him, lol.
So that's our plans for this evening. Man, does it feel good to get that off my chest.
Wait, what did you think I was talking about????
*And I still don't do 'serious' posts. Too many fun times to worry about the downers ;)
(and if I get one comment, ONE comment about how I should be faithful to my beloved, I might die :)